transvestitehelp blog of miss sudha

DISSAPPOINTMENT

2012-01-07T03:04:00.000-08:00

It is extremely disappointing fact that there are no shops in india which cater specifically for transvestites,transgenders and crossdressers.In the internet we can find numerous shops such as clothings,dresses,shoes,lingeries,beauty products and even bridal wear for transvestites in europe and america.In indian there is none.So most of us have to buy women's clothing items,which first of all does not fit us properly as the sizes of genetic males and females are quite different.Secondly it is not at all comfortable to shop in the ladies section of the shop.Especially the items like the bras.Bra size of genetic males and females are totally different and the ladies bras are too tight and uncomfortable to wear,as the ratio of band and the cup size does not at all fit us.Even if we find a gorgeous saree in a shop the to find the right blouse and petticoat size is a great problem.Now most of the shopkeepers and even the fashion designers know that there are more transvestites and transgenders in india than any where else in the world because of population explosion so why not open up stores and shops,specifically for us,where we can even try out the clothes and comfortably find the correct fitting clothes of our choice.

GOOD

2011-04-25T22:19:00.000-07:00

A new hindi movie is releasing soon in a couple of days time which claims to depict the life of transgenders and hijras in a positive and serious light.If this is true then it is really a good news for our community.Most of the time transgenders are ridiculed in real as well as reel life.Hopefully this film could be a trendsetter.But i must say that how hard one might try the mindset of dirty minded and cheap people can never be changed.However the most important thing is that the community and the people who understand them should follow the right direction.

PLEASE VOTE FOR MY POLL BUT YES HONESTLY

2011-03-10T20:33:00.001-08:00

SOLAH SRINGAAR

2010-10-21T09:09:00.000-07:00

I have this desire to have solah sringaar done on me.Every indian bride is expected to have it done on the marriage but nowadays women are more concerned about comfort rather than being feminine.I can just imagine how beautiful i will look with all the jewelery ,mehndi on my hands and feet,beautiful bangles,mang tika on forehead along with sindoor,gorgeous waist band adorned with jewels enhancing my curves,payal on anklets ,toe rings on the feet and flowers tied to my hair.

BEST QUALITY UNDERGARMENTS FOR LADIES

2010-10-11T23:23:00.000-07:00

If someone has a good idea of the best quality bra and panties manufacturer,please advice me.I want the bra to be really comfortable and at the same time enhance my breasts beautifully.

COCKTAIL DRESSES AND NIGHT GOWNS

2010-08-03T13:10:00.000-07:00

Today i looked at some photos of cocktail dresses and night gowns and i must say that they have aroused a burning desire inside me to wear those.These dresses come in fantastic designs and extremely attractive colors.How beautiful i can look in them with my waxed and smooth body parts showing.Along with high heel sandals they could make one look truly feminine.But i must say that very few women have the figure and femininity to to carry out.Perhaps i have the figure to wear these beautiful dresses.

ENTER A CONTEST

2010-05-08T07:52:00.000-07:00

I seriously want to participate in a beauty contest.I dream of winning it and even beating the genetic girls and women which i am sure that i could achieve.If someone can help me out with this aim or have really good ideas please inform me as soon as possible.

AFTER A LONG TIME

2010-03-10T11:36:00.000-08:00

After a gap of about three weeks now i am back writing for my blog.Winters are almost over in india.But still in the morning and night there is a bit of chillness in weather.During the afternoon the temperature rise up to 25 degree centigrade.

SEX CHANGE

2010-02-14T12:00:00.000-08:00

I need some more information about sex change.One thing is for sure that as a woman i can be more feminine than the most genetic women as i take special care of my beauty and skin.The amount of beauty products that i apply along with good diet can make me a beautiful woman.All i need is a bit of hormones and surgery.If someone has a good idea or solid information about getting a sex change then please advice me.I like to look beautiful and daily spend more than two hours in bathing which involves facial,baby oil,moisturizers,waxing scrubbing,eyebrows shaping etc.

REALITY

2010-02-09T08:43:00.000-08:00

Today i was watching a video in which a few female models were being beautified with make up and clothing.This is what i want to be attended and dressed up beautifully in the gorgeous,sexy and really feminine clothing and makeup.I must say that the people -men and women are stupid,idiots and definitely abnormal who cant accept it.They behave like lunatics and laymen when they gaze at a transgendered woman.Moreover pass lewd comments.Being transgendered is the best thing in the world and we can experience the pleasure of it.We are and can be more feminine and beautiful than any woman in the world.It is ridiculous that we are teased and therefore most of the times stay in closet.But if i finally makeup my mind to get out fully feminine i will do it.As far as the teasers and harassers are concerned i say-go to hell.If other tg sisters unite with me i will publicly punish such fools.

NAIL SHAPING

2010-02-05T11:54:00.000-08:00

I have began to love shaping my nails.It is another integral part of being truly feminine.Shapy nails brings out the woman inside me and add sexiness to my personality.Most women nowadays use artificial nails [long ones] for this purpose and i must say that i am more feminine than them because mine are natural ones.It is a hard work to constantly shape and maintain the nails.To watch my soft hand with shapey nails is a wonderful experience.Perhaps a high quality pink or red nailpolish will add a real gorgeous look to my nails and hands.

HAIR CARE

2010-02-02T10:36:00.000-08:00

I must say that hair care or maintaining a healthy and beautiful hair is a extremely essential part of being feminine.Beautiful hair makes me look much more feminine.For this purpose i am not going for hair cut since 3 months and growing my hair longer will enhance my femininity.I every day shampoo my hair and then apply conditioner which has made them look much better.But yes the shampoo and conditioner must be of good quality.High quality.I have already mentioned in my earlier posts that after achieving the feminine looks and skin i simply dont want to loose it.So i am working very hard and applying moisturizers,gulab jal,exfoliating scrubber,body scrubber,waxing,Women's shaving gel,face wash,baby oil,sunscreen lotion and shampoo and conditioner.I take almost two hours in bathing and getting ready which is definitely more than perhaps any woman in the world.Nothing better than being feminine.

BEING FEMININE

2010-01-30T07:20:00.000-08:00

Today i feel that being feminine is the most enjoyable thing in the world.It is not about dressing up but being truly feminine.I have spent so much time in applying beauty products such as hair remover creams,Waxing,moisturizers,face wash,baby oil,Face scrub,body scrub, etc and now it is paying off.My body skin has become so soft and smooth that i just cant take my eyes off from it.Especially the skin of my legs.When i watch my smooth legs it provides me with tremendous pleasure and my face is becoming feminine too.Being feminine is not about being a genetic woman as many genetic women does not take care of their skin and entire body.I take much more care and achieving the results also.Now i have got to maintain it and would never want to lose it.But really being feminine is what i love,enjoy and it gives me real satisfaction.

PLEASED

2010-01-28T07:12:00.000-08:00

Today i am a bit pleased that i went to the shop-mall and brought all the feminine beauty items infront of salesmen and women.One of the sales girl even tried to help me purchase one of body moisturizing lotions.I bought a shaving gel which is made specifically for the ladies.Hopefuly it would lessen my facial hair to great extent.I could really feel how enjoying life of a woman could be if one wants to look beautiful.Hopefully someday perhaps very soon i could go out all dressed up beautifully in woman's clothes and make up and jewellery and go out shopping.I will love to shop for beautiful sarees,lehengas,bangles,makeup kits,skirts for my own self and the sales girl and men would help me out.

SKIRTS

2010-01-26T10:26:00.000-08:00

Although saree is my favorite dress but i also like skirts.Another feminine dress and yes one looks very smart in it if worn properly and have a good figure.Knee length skirt along with a high heel sandals and waxed legs-tremendous feeling and cant stop myself admiring infront of the mirror for hours.While walking in a tight knee length skirt one could feel the smartness in herself.For more feminine and girly feeling knee length wide bottom skirts are the choice.Life as a woman is tremendous if you have the urge to look gorgeous in beautiful clothes.

COLD WEATHER

2010-01-25T12:07:00.000-08:00

It is winter time in india and it is pretty cold out here.Sun hardly comes out for 2 hours and i must say that i do not enjoy winters.I like warmer weather.Even when i go for running daily i feel a little uncomfortable in winters.Body is naturally warmed up in summers and it is much easy to develop flow while running and exercising.During winters the body takes a lot of time to get warmed up.I go out to run at around 12 p.m. noon as i dont like early in the cold morning.I run for one hour.

I WILL DO

2010-01-23T07:29:00.000-08:00

I will do what i please and desire.I will never sacrifice my inner feelings and desires for someone else.But i must say that in this world there is no dearth of people who will create nuisance and hindrance in path but the aim should never be lost.As i have mentioned earlier that such people are a menace and must be wiped out who just do nonsense and nothing else in life and want to disturb the concentration.If our police was strict and sincere such people would have been deservedly shot dead.

SAD

2010-01-21T12:29:00.000-08:00

It is sad to see that the transgender women are treated as sex object.I have watched a number of videos on the net in which tg women are shown dancing on various occasions.Poor tg women usually dance in cheap ceremonies in which they display their sexy dances infront of cheap men and women,who pass lewd comments and gestures.Dancing is a very good thing to enhance femininity and i must say that most tg women excell most genetic women in dancing skills.But dance should be performed in a good platform where decent crowd could appreciate their performance and they could get famous.In fact i would love to learn dancing from these tg women but would only perform in a good place.Tg women are human beings and they must get all the respect,rather than dancing infront of stupid audience.

HEALTHY LIFE

2010-01-20T12:17:00.000-08:00

I believe in a healthy life.For this it is essential to eat a good and natural diet.As far as junk foods are concerned i eat ice creams and restaurant food only once in a month.I eat dry fruits and nuts daily which are good for the skin ,health and strengthening the muscles.Then i exercise every alternate day.Most people eat less and does'nt exercise to remain slim which is fatal to do.I believe in burning more through running rather than eating less.Due to eating less most girls and women including actresses and models lose their facial glow and natural beauty.They solely look decent because of makeup.I believe in looking beautiful through proper diet and ofcourse then makeup.Our skin needs nutritious food to be soft and beautiful along with makeup products.

MOISTURISING THE SKIN

2010-01-19T11:50:00.000-08:00

What i have learned so far from my experience and through various sites is that to have a really soft and feminine skin it is essential to keep the skin moisturized.Now a days so many skin creams and moisturizers are available that our task have become very easy.Just buy and use.Ofcourse to have a good effect these moisturizers should be used daily along with waxing or hair remover creams.One thing about a soft skin is that you dont want to lose it.All the beauty conscious ladies will agree with me.

STAGNANT

2010-01-18T07:58:00.000-08:00

In my opinion life should always move forward.It should never be stagnant otherwise life becomes boring.Without an aim life is just like a burden.Ofcourse what an individual does in life depends on the capacity of the person.

ONLINE SHOP

2010-01-17T11:41:00.000-08:00

Today i have found an online shop where i could get all the things i need like clothes,accessories,makeup kits,sandals,bras etc.I am very happy now and i dont have to go to the shops to buy them.So many times i have bought hair remover creams and wax strips and shopkeepers look down upon me with suspicion.But yes one day i will go out as a complete woman and try out all the clothes such as sarees in the showroom and people would say "yes buy this saree madam it looks beautiful on you".

ADDRESSED AS A LADY

2010-01-16T12:04:00.000-08:00

All the women like me have a desire to be addressed as a lady.Sometime it hurts when people call me sir.But i must say that still i have not gone out fully dressed as a woman.I am just waiting for that occasion when i could go out as a woman-a beautiful one and people say "excuse me mam".

DONT WANT TO LOSE

2010-01-15T05:20:00.000-08:00

I must say that now after taking so much care of my skin and looks i just dont want to lose my femininity.In fact i have to make sure that my skin remains moisturized all the time,my eyebrows are in a feminine shape and entire body has as less hair as possible.I have to wax my body every 2 days.Tweeze my facial hairs.

HARASSERS AND TEASERS ARE MENACES AND MUST BE PUNISHED SEVERELY

2010-01-14T05:51:00.000-08:00

Many people tease me and pass lewd comments for what i am.But i can never tolerate injustice or harassment of any kind.I will punish each and every harasser.Our law and police are one of the worst in the world.Most insincere also.Now i will have to take all the initiative for my protection and do everything.I will keep something for my protection and definitely use it if required.These stupids,idiots or teasers whatever you call them have nothing to do in their lives apart from disturbing others and must be taught a lesson they would remember throughout their lives.

ARTIFICIAL NAILS

2010-01-13T05:15:00.000-08:00

Most women are nowadays using the wonderful artificial nails to enhance their beauty.They come in such attractive shapes and sizes that i just cant wait to try them.Secondly these nails are comfortable to attach and then could easily remove them if i have to do any work for which smaller nails are required.To grow the natural nails is very uncomfortable.So these artificial nails are the answer.I hope to try them very soon.

SHADOW

2010-01-12T07:25:00.000-08:00

I believe that to be a beautiful woman it is essential to get rid of the shadow on the face.I personally tweeze my hair on the face to reduce it.But perhaps the laser therapy is the best to permanently remove it.Must say that now i have to spend a lot of time looking at the mirror for shaping eyebrows,facial hair removal and skin care.

DANCING

2010-01-10T12:42:00.000-08:00

I love to dance in a saree.It really brings out the woman inside me.Although i have never been a dancer as a male but naturally my body movements while dancing are feminine.It gives me the real pleasure.I do it secretly and apart from me no one has seen me dancing.But i must say that it is the most feminine thing in the world especially when i shake my waist and hip wearing a saree.I wish if someone could train me and i could do it on the stage infront of admirers rather than the criminal teasers whom i hate.

FIGURE

2010-01-10T01:10:00.000-08:00

To have a really good figure is essential to enjoy the real feminine feeling and dressing up.Wearing the beautiful clothes and then looking in the mirror and admiring your figure and waxed body is tremendous experience.

WAXING-THE BEST HAIR REMOVER

2010-01-09T12:33:00.000-08:00

IN my opinion waxing is the best hair remover apart from the laser therapy.I have used the hair removal creams but waxing make sure that hair regrows slower.Shaving is not good at all.Hair grows back very quickly after shaving and secondly makes skin a bit hard.Waxing leaves the skin so soft that i want to touch it again and again.

LONG HAIR

2010-01-09T07:36:00.000-08:00

I firmly believe that long hair are a must to achieve feminine looks although many women these days are keeping short hair,perhaps unable to maintain it.Now i have stopped trimming my hair and growing them longer.Hopeful that soon i will get the beautiful feminine hair.

SAREE IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL DRESS FOR A WOMAN

2010-01-08T11:54:00.000-08:00

I must say that a saree is the most beautiful dress for a woman and the most feminine one.It makes me feel truly feminine.It comes in so many beautiful colours that i want perhaps all the sarees.Also if one has a good figure it really appears sexy around the navel and waist.Along with matching bangles on the waxed hands enhances it's beauty further.Looks nice along with high heel sandals and bindi on forehead and a bright coloured lipstick.Nose ring,earrings and a necklace are a must.Then when i look in the mirror i cant stop myself from admiring the beauty it exhibits.I must mention a mang tika worn on the head is also very nice.I just dont want to take it off.

I LOVE RUNNING AND EXERCISE.

2010-01-08T07:01:00.001-08:00

I daily run and exercise to keep myself fit and my body in shape.Exercise is also good for the skin.But i hate it when someone disturb me while running or pass comments.Such teasers should be punished severely.

Encouragement

2010-01-08T06:51:00.000-08:00

I have got a few encouraging comments on my blog.Although a few but perhaps it is the beginning of my dream coming true.

BEAUTY CONTEST

2010-01-07T12:28:00.000-08:00

This month a beauty contest for the hijras and transgender women is being organized in our country which is a very positive sign for us.I wish that i could take part but the age limit is 18 to 30 and i am 33.I still have to prepare myself to come out openly as a woman.

A complete woman

2010-01-06T12:25:00.000-08:00

I was watching the pictures of men who have gone under complete transformation and became beautiful women.It seriously aroused a burning desire inside me to do the same and become a full woman.

GET TOGETHER

2010-01-06T06:41:00.000-08:00

ALL of us transgender women should organize a get together where we could stay and party for sometime which is very important to make our dream of living as a woman a reality.We have got to support each other in this rude world.It will be very easy to be a woman,dress up in beautiful clothes and go out shopping.The other advantage is that no one will be able to harass us.

BREASTS

2010-01-05T07:11:00.000-08:00

I have small breasts due to gynaecomastia and wearing a tight bra enlarge it further.It is essential to have breasts to be a woman and i naturally have them.Now i am looking to enlarge them through massaging.IF someone has a good advice on enlargement please tell me.

Freedom

2010-01-04T23:55:00.000-08:00

I our world everyone should have the freedom to live as they are comfortable and happy.If i am not a genetic woman but want to live as a woman then no one has the right to harass me.I enjoy being feminine and will stay and live that way.People should mind their own business rather than paying attention to what i am doing.I am not hurting anyone just following my heart.I will go out as a woman wearing sarees ,bangles and makeup and can carry myself much better than most genetic women.

HIDDEN

2010-01-04T18:01:00.000-08:00

I always dress up in feminine attire when i am alone in my house.When my family goes out for shopping or some work i quickly dress up in saree blouse makeup jewellery etc and really enjoy looking womanly infront of the mirror.The view of navel and the pleats of saree gives me tremendous pleasure and satisfaction.My waxed body in saree especially abdomen and hands look beautiful.Bindi on forehead between the shaped eyebrows makes me feel that i should be accepted as a woman and stay that way forever.I hope to get out of closet by getting all the support through my blog.

HOPEFUL

2010-01-04T12:02:00.000-08:00

I have joined various transwoman sites and i am hopeful that i will get all the encouragement to live as a woman freely.If all of the sisters like me come together this dream could become a reality.

Soft skin

2010-01-03T08:38:00.000-08:00

When i wax my body which i do everyday i love the soft white hair free skin and it makes me feel more feminine

online shop for transwoman

2010-01-03T06:26:00.000-08:00

I want to buy items online like sarees ,bras ,panties ,bangles, blouse,petticoat,make up kits,hair remover kits ,jewellery etc.If someone knows about a safe site selling all these items please tell me.

My wish

2010-01-02T06:11:00.000-08:00

I wish that i could get an opportunity to dance infront of audience wearing a beautiful saree along with expensive jewellery and makeup.

Help

2010-01-01T05:23:00.000-08:00

I need some help by other transgender women so that i can confidently come out of closet and live as a woman freely and get a good job.

My innerside

2009-12-31T07:00:00.000-08:00

Since i was 5 years old i used to enjoy the feeling of being a woman.At 10 years age i first time wore a bra and was so nervous that i remained beneath my bed for the fear of being seen by someone.As i was 14-15 years old i started to wear my sister's skirts when i used to be alone in the house.When i was 20 years old i first time wore a saree.Although not worn properly i enjoyed it the most.Slowly with time i began to wear it in a better way.Recently through various sites on the net i have learned to wear it properly.It gives me somuch pleasure.It is my dream to wear a saree along with makeup and jewellery and freely live as a woman.

Live as awoman

2009-12-31T06:55:00.000-08:00

I have always wanted to live as a woman.Wear beautiful clothes and jewellery along with makeup.However in this insensitive world it is so difficult to get out of closet without facing harassment in the form of teasing.I need help where all women like us could stay together for days and could truly be what we really are -feminine.